Changes

I've said this before and dammit I'm going to say it again but this time I mean it...



I'm tired of having this poor neglected blog that I never write on anymore. The little icon taunts me daily while I sit at my computer doing mindless bullshit to pass the time.



I'm really tired of my lack of creativity lately and also lack of ambition to work on any of my so-called favorite hobbies. It's true - don't use it = lose it. I've got to find a way to get the juices flowing again. I've turned into what I never wanted to be...a drone, a worthless fucken drone...work, home, sleep and repeat. That ends today.



As a part of the new (but old) found me I'm re-doing this blog completely. You (being the blog) may have already noticed some changes from the last time we spoke. . .



1) If you don't like my cussing don't read it. I cuss. I cuss every day in life so why hold back here...this is about me isn't it.



2) From time to time I will log on here just to bitch. My venting these days is very limited and about to get worse so you will from now on be my verbal punching bag.



3) I will talk about what I want, whoever I want, when I want.



With that being said...



My name is Brandi, I'm married to a wonderfully annoying man who will from this point on be refered to as the husband, hubby or just hub and we've got an awesome little woman who will from this point on be refered to as the child, the kid, trouble and several other terms of endearment (I will notify you of any new terms). I work full-time for the worst company in the world and deal with the biggest ass of a boss I've ever had in my life. I'm working on a photography career that has also suffered some since my recent downfall in, well everything. I'm smart, good looking and over weight. As much as I love the kid why the hell did I have to get so damn fat just to have her and now 3 years later still look like I just had a kid?? Did I mention I'm lazy??



In two weeks the hub will be leaving to work out of state for awhile and I've promised myself when he comes back he'll have a sexy new wife....YES I MEAN ME! I'm hoping that I'll miraculously gain all this extra energy and time to work more on myself - but now writing it out and reading the words I can't help but think "but you're like a single parent now...what time and energy are you talking about?" But alas I will prevail...after all we did op for no cable tv the last few months so I won't be plopped on the couch on a cable binge while he's away.



Note to self: order cable tv ASAP!